All right, I had to do it!
My new blog is located at melampton.wordpress.com. I'll probably be working on it and making it prettier when I have some time on my hands, so expect to see changes and things moving around until I have it the way I like. When I leave for Ukraine, I will be password protecting the entries, so you're going to have to drop me a line at melampton@gmail.com if you want it (unless you're family, I'll probably send out an e-mail at some point). I guess I should figure out what the password is going to be...
Oh, well, back to writing!
Sunday 8 August 2010
Sunday 1 August 2010
Future Reference
A quick little update between bouts of brilliant writing on my MA thesis.
I have recently learned that PC Ukraine has a policy where the blogs of volunteers have to be password protected. So unless I can figure out how to protect this blog, I will probably be moving from blogspot to wordpress, which does have the option of password protecting posts. I will let y'all know if/when this move happens and how you can reach me to get the password.
Back to that thesis!
I have recently learned that PC Ukraine has a policy where the blogs of volunteers have to be password protected. So unless I can figure out how to protect this blog, I will probably be moving from blogspot to wordpress, which does have the option of password protecting posts. I will let y'all know if/when this move happens and how you can reach me to get the password.
Back to that thesis!
Wednesday 21 July 2010
IMC 2010
Last week was the International Medieval Congress here in Leeds. It's one of the largest gatherings of medievalists in the world, and is a nerdy medievalist's heaven: four intense days of papers, lectures, discussions, workshops, and a dance. I went to so many sessions I felt like my brain was about to leak from my ears, but I truly enjoyed most of them. One of the sessions I went to was a round table discussion for a coming conference on gender, time, and memory (I keep finding myself being sucked into gender studies...). It was really interesting, and I was actually able to contribute to the discussion (a first!) and offer ideas for potential papers while advising others on their work. Afterwards, one of the speakers approached me and asked me if I would be submitting a paper to the conference because she really liked my ideas and wanted to hear more about them. I told her I couldn't. She was persistent, asking me why. I explained to her that I would be in Ukraine next January, when the conference will be held, and there would be no way I could attend. She seemed disappointed (and surprised that I am only an MA student), telling me she hoped to see me soon at the very least.
I also presented my own paper at the IMC. It was on Icelandic literature and was an exploration of how Örvar-Odds saga is a critique of the fornaldarsögur (sounds impressive, huh?). It went incredibly well. I made people laugh (intentionally) and was told that my paper was very easy to follow and my argument was very clear. Afterwards, I was approached by multiple different people, PhD candidates, Professors, people who study Icelandic literature for a living, asking me if I would publish the paper, would I continue my study in Icelandic literature, and where I would be going for my PhD next year. I told all of them that, while I will try to publish my paper someday, I wasn't going to be starting my PhD anytime soon. Each of them asked me why, and I found myself explaining over and over again that I was going into the Peace Corps and that I would be in Ukraine come this fall. It was intense.
It just really put my decision to join the Peace Corps instead of getting my PhD right away into perspective. I have been encouraged by a couple of my professors to get my PhD, but the response I received during the IMC was overwhelming. It just made me wonder, made me think about this choice I'm making and how...sad I am about how my formal study in medieval literature is coming to an end, even if it turns out to be temporary. There's nothing wrong with taking a couple of years off between my MA and my PhD, in fact it's something I would encourage since I am so thankful I took a year off between my BA and my MA, but it still made me think about my future and how sad I am leaving academia behind. I know I'm not ready to settle down to work on a PhD for 4-6 years just yet, I know I wouldn't be happy doing that right now, I have too much of the wanderlust, too many things I want to do and see, but what about after the Peace Corps? Will I be ready then? Or will I never be able to completely settle down in the way needed to work in academia? Will I ever be able to return for my PhD, ever return to the field that I love so passionately but which still doesn't completely satisfy me?
I think that's ultimately the problem. I just don't know what I want to do after the Peace Corps. I know, I know, I haven't even left yet, I have plenty of time to figure it out, over 27 months in fact. But there are so many things I want in life, so many things I want to do, and I'm just not sure which path I should choose, if any of them would actually completely satisfy me. It saddens and, yes, frightens me to know that I may ultimately not continue in academia, may not get my PhD when it's something I want so badly. To know that this might really be the end of my studies. The IMC really put that all into perspective, made me realise what exactly I'm giving up, what exactly I'm leaving behind as I prepare to leave for the Peace Corps. It's going to be worth it, I know. The Peace Corps is going to be amazing, it's going to be such an experience. But still...
No matter what ultimately happens, though, I plan on trying to get a couple of things published over the next few years while in Ukraine. I'm pretty sure I could get two or three articles out of my MA thesis plus that Icelandic paper, and if I could get something published, it would look really good on my resume if I do continue in academia and apply to get my PhD (which would offset my awful GRE Subject Test score...boo to the GRE Subject Test...). Maybe I won't continue in academia, maybe this really is the end, but I'm not willing to shut that door just yet. I'm going to keep my options open, and maybe, hopefully, the next few years in the Peace Corps will help me decide what my next step will be.
And besides, even if I don't end up in academia, it's not like I can't study medieval literature on my own. I love what I do, I love it so freaking much, and that will never go away, no matter what. What can I say, I'm a nerdy medievalist at heart.
I also presented my own paper at the IMC. It was on Icelandic literature and was an exploration of how Örvar-Odds saga is a critique of the fornaldarsögur (sounds impressive, huh?). It went incredibly well. I made people laugh (intentionally) and was told that my paper was very easy to follow and my argument was very clear. Afterwards, I was approached by multiple different people, PhD candidates, Professors, people who study Icelandic literature for a living, asking me if I would publish the paper, would I continue my study in Icelandic literature, and where I would be going for my PhD next year. I told all of them that, while I will try to publish my paper someday, I wasn't going to be starting my PhD anytime soon. Each of them asked me why, and I found myself explaining over and over again that I was going into the Peace Corps and that I would be in Ukraine come this fall. It was intense.
It just really put my decision to join the Peace Corps instead of getting my PhD right away into perspective. I have been encouraged by a couple of my professors to get my PhD, but the response I received during the IMC was overwhelming. It just made me wonder, made me think about this choice I'm making and how...sad I am about how my formal study in medieval literature is coming to an end, even if it turns out to be temporary. There's nothing wrong with taking a couple of years off between my MA and my PhD, in fact it's something I would encourage since I am so thankful I took a year off between my BA and my MA, but it still made me think about my future and how sad I am leaving academia behind. I know I'm not ready to settle down to work on a PhD for 4-6 years just yet, I know I wouldn't be happy doing that right now, I have too much of the wanderlust, too many things I want to do and see, but what about after the Peace Corps? Will I be ready then? Or will I never be able to completely settle down in the way needed to work in academia? Will I ever be able to return for my PhD, ever return to the field that I love so passionately but which still doesn't completely satisfy me?
I think that's ultimately the problem. I just don't know what I want to do after the Peace Corps. I know, I know, I haven't even left yet, I have plenty of time to figure it out, over 27 months in fact. But there are so many things I want in life, so many things I want to do, and I'm just not sure which path I should choose, if any of them would actually completely satisfy me. It saddens and, yes, frightens me to know that I may ultimately not continue in academia, may not get my PhD when it's something I want so badly. To know that this might really be the end of my studies. The IMC really put that all into perspective, made me realise what exactly I'm giving up, what exactly I'm leaving behind as I prepare to leave for the Peace Corps. It's going to be worth it, I know. The Peace Corps is going to be amazing, it's going to be such an experience. But still...
No matter what ultimately happens, though, I plan on trying to get a couple of things published over the next few years while in Ukraine. I'm pretty sure I could get two or three articles out of my MA thesis plus that Icelandic paper, and if I could get something published, it would look really good on my resume if I do continue in academia and apply to get my PhD (which would offset my awful GRE Subject Test score...boo to the GRE Subject Test...). Maybe I won't continue in academia, maybe this really is the end, but I'm not willing to shut that door just yet. I'm going to keep my options open, and maybe, hopefully, the next few years in the Peace Corps will help me decide what my next step will be.
And besides, even if I don't end up in academia, it's not like I can't study medieval literature on my own. I love what I do, I love it so freaking much, and that will never go away, no matter what. What can I say, I'm a nerdy medievalist at heart.
Wednesday 7 July 2010
Passport Fun - International Style
You may recall in a past post how I was concerned about how the whole passport thing was going to work out since I'm currently living in England and won't be returning to the States until late August. I didn't know at the time that Peace Corps volunteers don't use their personal passports to travel with (which makes me sad - I was really looking forward to a Ukraine visa to go along with my China and UK ones). Instead, we use a special government type passport. So all volunteers must apply for this special passport.
The e-mail I received after accepting my invitation basically said: You have three options - 1) If you have a passport, use this form; 2) If you don't have a passport or are traveling, use a different form; 3) If you are applying overseas, call the travel agency. I called the travel agency, and explained my situation to them, which was actually really amusing and went something like this:
Me: 'I need to apply for my passport and visa but I'm living in the UK and the e-mail I received said to call you.'
Them: 'When are you leaving for service?'
Me: 'September.'
Them: 'And when do you return to the States from the UK?'
Me: 'September.'
Them: '...'
Me: '...'
Them: 'Really?'
The people I spoke to were really nice about it and told me what I needed to do: I had to go to the U.S. Embassy with my form and passport and they would make an official copy of my passport that I could send in lieu of my real passport, since I need it to get back into the country. I just started to laugh. Really? I had to go to the Embassy in London (about 2 1/2 hours away by train)? Sure, why not, sounds like fun, and I'm always down for a road trip. Plus there's this pretty decent Mexican restaurant in that area of the city that I could go to. Hoping online, I went to the website for the U.S. Embassy in London and learned they have no available appointments until August 27th, the day I will be back in the States. Ahh...nothing is ever that easy, is it?
Calling the travel people back, I told them what was what (the person I spoke to said, and I quote: 'Sounds like you're up a creek without a paddle.' It took all of my will power not to bust out laughing), but the woman who could help me was out for lunch so I would need to call back. In the meantime, I did a little research and found out that the consulate up in Edinburgh (about 3 hours away) does passport stuff as well, and they had lots of appointments available! I decided to just go ahead and book an appointment with them and just hope for the best. Besides, I've been meaning to head up to Edinburgh since I would rather spend the time Dad and I will be in Scottland visiting the parts of the country I can't get to easily. I wish I could have stayed there overnight, but things didn't quite work out since I had other appointments scheduled for this week.
Anyways, yesterday I headed up to Edinburgh with all of my paperwork. My appointment was at 12:30 and I arrived at 12:00 (I have a habit of being perpetually early), but people were sitting on the steps of the building, which really confused me. Turns out it was a queue. A queue that went out the door. Brilliant. It wasn't bad, though, just a little cold as I sat on the steps with everybody else reading the book I had brought until I was allowed to head inside at around 1:30 and wait in there. I was finally called up at about 2:00, and it took a total of 3 minutes to give them all my paperwork, explain what I needed, and to be told it would take at least an hour for everything to be processed. Gotta love it.
When I was finally called back up, turns out the guy who watched me sign my application was a RPCV (Returned Peace Corps Volunteer) who had served in Tonga in the 90's, and we chatted about what it's like to volunteer and what it's like to work in the Foreign Service, a career I've been entertaining pursuing someday (he said it's simliar to serving in the Peace Corps except you get paid - love it!). He also explained why things had taken so long that day - apparently a lot of the usual staff was still on vacation for the 4th. I happily walked out of the consulate at 3:00 with my forms.
At 3:15 I was back, knocking on their door asking to be let back in because, after reading the instructions provided by the Peace Corps, I was afraid things had been messed up. He was really nice, read over the instructions and called his supervisor in London. The thing I was worried about I was told not to worry about (the instructions said they would seal the application in an envelope, which they didn't do and they assure me they don't need to do), but it's a good thing I did go back, because he was supposed to include a seal on the application showing that I had gone to the consulate to have it done. Application freshly sealed, I walked out of the consulate at 3:30, after 3 1/2 hours, still a little worried about the fact my stuff wasn't sealed in an envelope, but deciding everything would work out.
I spent the rest of the day walking around Edinburgh and went on a freaky ghost tour of a part of the underground city called 'City of the Dead'. Very very cool, I definitely recommend it. Then I hopped back on the train and came back home. It was a very long but enjoyable day. Today I'm going to head to UPS and mail the forms off and hope for the best! Then I'm pretty much done with Peace Corps stuff for a few weeks until it's time to start thinking about arranging my travel and purchasing the things I'm going to need for my time in Ukraine. I'm so excited!
The e-mail I received after accepting my invitation basically said: You have three options - 1) If you have a passport, use this form; 2) If you don't have a passport or are traveling, use a different form; 3) If you are applying overseas, call the travel agency. I called the travel agency, and explained my situation to them, which was actually really amusing and went something like this:
Me: 'I need to apply for my passport and visa but I'm living in the UK and the e-mail I received said to call you.'
Them: 'When are you leaving for service?'
Me: 'September.'
Them: 'And when do you return to the States from the UK?'
Me: 'September.'
Them: '...'
Me: '...'
Them: 'Really?'
The people I spoke to were really nice about it and told me what I needed to do: I had to go to the U.S. Embassy with my form and passport and they would make an official copy of my passport that I could send in lieu of my real passport, since I need it to get back into the country. I just started to laugh. Really? I had to go to the Embassy in London (about 2 1/2 hours away by train)? Sure, why not, sounds like fun, and I'm always down for a road trip. Plus there's this pretty decent Mexican restaurant in that area of the city that I could go to. Hoping online, I went to the website for the U.S. Embassy in London and learned they have no available appointments until August 27th, the day I will be back in the States. Ahh...nothing is ever that easy, is it?
Calling the travel people back, I told them what was what (the person I spoke to said, and I quote: 'Sounds like you're up a creek without a paddle.' It took all of my will power not to bust out laughing), but the woman who could help me was out for lunch so I would need to call back. In the meantime, I did a little research and found out that the consulate up in Edinburgh (about 3 hours away) does passport stuff as well, and they had lots of appointments available! I decided to just go ahead and book an appointment with them and just hope for the best. Besides, I've been meaning to head up to Edinburgh since I would rather spend the time Dad and I will be in Scottland visiting the parts of the country I can't get to easily. I wish I could have stayed there overnight, but things didn't quite work out since I had other appointments scheduled for this week.
Anyways, yesterday I headed up to Edinburgh with all of my paperwork. My appointment was at 12:30 and I arrived at 12:00 (I have a habit of being perpetually early), but people were sitting on the steps of the building, which really confused me. Turns out it was a queue. A queue that went out the door. Brilliant. It wasn't bad, though, just a little cold as I sat on the steps with everybody else reading the book I had brought until I was allowed to head inside at around 1:30 and wait in there. I was finally called up at about 2:00, and it took a total of 3 minutes to give them all my paperwork, explain what I needed, and to be told it would take at least an hour for everything to be processed. Gotta love it.
When I was finally called back up, turns out the guy who watched me sign my application was a RPCV (Returned Peace Corps Volunteer) who had served in Tonga in the 90's, and we chatted about what it's like to volunteer and what it's like to work in the Foreign Service, a career I've been entertaining pursuing someday (he said it's simliar to serving in the Peace Corps except you get paid - love it!). He also explained why things had taken so long that day - apparently a lot of the usual staff was still on vacation for the 4th. I happily walked out of the consulate at 3:00 with my forms.
At 3:15 I was back, knocking on their door asking to be let back in because, after reading the instructions provided by the Peace Corps, I was afraid things had been messed up. He was really nice, read over the instructions and called his supervisor in London. The thing I was worried about I was told not to worry about (the instructions said they would seal the application in an envelope, which they didn't do and they assure me they don't need to do), but it's a good thing I did go back, because he was supposed to include a seal on the application showing that I had gone to the consulate to have it done. Application freshly sealed, I walked out of the consulate at 3:30, after 3 1/2 hours, still a little worried about the fact my stuff wasn't sealed in an envelope, but deciding everything would work out.
I spent the rest of the day walking around Edinburgh and went on a freaky ghost tour of a part of the underground city called 'City of the Dead'. Very very cool, I definitely recommend it. Then I hopped back on the train and came back home. It was a very long but enjoyable day. Today I'm going to head to UPS and mail the forms off and hope for the best! Then I'm pretty much done with Peace Corps stuff for a few weeks until it's time to start thinking about arranging my travel and purchasing the things I'm going to need for my time in Ukraine. I'm so excited!
Wednesday 30 June 2010
Balancing Act
It's been a fun week! Lots of stuff due very quickly all at the same time. I'm juggling all the Peace Corps stuff with my academic things, and I have to be careful to strike a delicate balance so I can get everything done without stressing myself out (seriously, it's summer, the first summer I haven't worked since I was 16 - I'm taking it pretty easy right now despite all the things I need to do).
My to do list:
In between all this Peace Corps stuff I've continued working on my thesis. My supervisor wants me to send her a good chunk of the middle because we've been having trouble structuring my paper and she wants me to see if what we came up with is going to work. I've been finishing up my research and will hopefully start writing tomorrow, which will give me a couple of days to bang it out. Since I pretty much know what I want to write in my head, it should be really easy after I finish the last of my reading.
Now, that conference paper...that's going to be interesting. I was asked very last minute to present a paper at this huge conference here in Leeds by a friend because someone dropped out. This conference is one of the largest Medievalist conferences in the world (right up there with Kalamazoo) and, well, depending on the day I go from being pretty calm to freaking out. I've never presented a paper before and don't know how comfortable I feel (as a Masters student) presenting my ideas to people who've been doing this for years, especially over a topic I have only studied for a semester. Argh. I wrote the paper last term but haven't touched it to make it presentation worthy yet. I'll have a week to work on it after all these other deadlines are met, which will be plenty of time (I hope). Because, hey, at least I have a paper. Some people who are also presenting papers don't even have outlines for their papers yet. It'll be a good experience at the very least and will look great on my resume if I continue in academia after the Peace Corps.
It's all about balance, making sure I get everything done in time. I enjoy these kinds of balancing acts, though. Keeps life interesting. And after the conference, it's going to be smooth sailing until I'm back home.
My to do list:
- Peace Corps: Aspiration Statement (finish by Friday)
- Peace Corps: Update my resume (finish by Friday)
- Peace Corps: Apply for passport and visa (as soon as possible)
- Academic: Thesis rough draft - 1,000-2,000 words (finish by Sunday)
- Academic: Conference paper - 20 minute paper (finish by next week)
In between all this Peace Corps stuff I've continued working on my thesis. My supervisor wants me to send her a good chunk of the middle because we've been having trouble structuring my paper and she wants me to see if what we came up with is going to work. I've been finishing up my research and will hopefully start writing tomorrow, which will give me a couple of days to bang it out. Since I pretty much know what I want to write in my head, it should be really easy after I finish the last of my reading.
Now, that conference paper...that's going to be interesting. I was asked very last minute to present a paper at this huge conference here in Leeds by a friend because someone dropped out. This conference is one of the largest Medievalist conferences in the world (right up there with Kalamazoo) and, well, depending on the day I go from being pretty calm to freaking out. I've never presented a paper before and don't know how comfortable I feel (as a Masters student) presenting my ideas to people who've been doing this for years, especially over a topic I have only studied for a semester. Argh. I wrote the paper last term but haven't touched it to make it presentation worthy yet. I'll have a week to work on it after all these other deadlines are met, which will be plenty of time (I hope). Because, hey, at least I have a paper. Some people who are also presenting papers don't even have outlines for their papers yet. It'll be a good experience at the very least and will look great on my resume if I continue in academia after the Peace Corps.
It's all about balance, making sure I get everything done in time. I enjoy these kinds of balancing acts, though. Keeps life interesting. And after the conference, it's going to be smooth sailing until I'm back home.
Thursday 24 June 2010
And That, As They Say...
...is that.
After reading through all the materials they sent me, sleeping on it, and waking up still smiling, I sent in my formal acceptance. I'm going to Ukraine in September!
The response from family and friends has been overwhelming, and it warms my heart to know that everyone is supporting me so completely. I am truly blessed.
Now that I'm officially an Invitee, I have lots of things to take care of within the next ten days: update my resume (which hasn't changed much in the last month so will be easy), write my Aspiration Statement (to tell the in-country people how utterly awesome I am), fill out passport and visa applications (I have to find a UPS office...), and anything else the country desk tells me I need to do. All of this on top of a thesis rough draft due at the same time. Fun times!
After all of that is done, I'll have about a month downtime before I need to start thinking about insurance, travel arrangements, and buying the things I'm going to need for this adventure (read: warm clothes). I also need to roughly plan out my 20 days at home and buy plane tickets to visit people during that time (shout out to the Seester!). I must say I'm really glad Dad is coming to spend a week with me here in England before I head home (we're going to drive around Scotland!). It'll be really good to get some him-and-me time in before the whirlwind that will be my time back home.
Some things I learned in my reading:
After reading through all the materials they sent me, sleeping on it, and waking up still smiling, I sent in my formal acceptance. I'm going to Ukraine in September!
The response from family and friends has been overwhelming, and it warms my heart to know that everyone is supporting me so completely. I am truly blessed.
Now that I'm officially an Invitee, I have lots of things to take care of within the next ten days: update my resume (which hasn't changed much in the last month so will be easy), write my Aspiration Statement (to tell the in-country people how utterly awesome I am), fill out passport and visa applications (I have to find a UPS office...), and anything else the country desk tells me I need to do. All of this on top of a thesis rough draft due at the same time. Fun times!
After all of that is done, I'll have about a month downtime before I need to start thinking about insurance, travel arrangements, and buying the things I'm going to need for this adventure (read: warm clothes). I also need to roughly plan out my 20 days at home and buy plane tickets to visit people during that time (shout out to the Seester!). I must say I'm really glad Dad is coming to spend a week with me here in England before I head home (we're going to drive around Scotland!). It'll be really good to get some him-and-me time in before the whirlwind that will be my time back home.
Some things I learned in my reading:
- I'm going to be learning either Ukrainian or Russian during training, though I won't know which one until I arrive so there isn't much pre-departure prep I can do. However, there is a language program I'm supposed to look at provided by the PC. Ukrainian is the official language of the country, but since Russian was the official language for so long, a lot of parts still mainly speak that, though both languages are heard throughout the entire country.
- I will be working at a higher eduction institution in a small to medium size town. 'Higher education institution' can mean anything from a university, an institute, or a college that may have either a teaching, technical, or business orientation.
- Depending on where you are, Ukraine has cold winters with temperatures that dip below freezing and warm summers with temperatures that can get up to the 80s. There will be a betting pool established on how long it will take for this Texan girl to start complaining about the cold.
Wednesday 23 June 2010
A Little Red Slip and a Big Blue Envelope
Every time I've walked into the mail room (yes, twice a day...), I've looked at the pile of packages, wondering if there were any new ones, if one of them could possibly be mine. I would open my mail box, hoping for the little red slip that would say I had a package, sighing in disappointment when there was nothing there.
This afternoon, there was a little red slip.
I felt myself get light headed as he pulled the package out from under the desk. I anxiously waited for him to find the book I had to sign, and, completely ignoring the elevator, I raced up the five flights of stairs to my flat. I quickly unloaded my backpack, taking deep breathes, putting things away until I could focus on the package. Ripping open the DHL packaging, I carefully pulled the contents out.
Finally, it was here. In my hands. The big blue envelope I've been hoping, praying, waiting for all of this time.
I opened the flap, and right in front was the paper that would satisfy all of my curiosity (it really did feel like Christmas morning):
This afternoon, there was a little red slip.
I felt myself get light headed as he pulled the package out from under the desk. I anxiously waited for him to find the book I had to sign, and, completely ignoring the elevator, I raced up the five flights of stairs to my flat. I quickly unloaded my backpack, taking deep breathes, putting things away until I could focus on the package. Ripping open the DHL packaging, I carefully pulled the contents out.
Finally, it was here. In my hands. The big blue envelope I've been hoping, praying, waiting for all of this time.
I opened the flap, and right in front was the paper that would satisfy all of my curiosity (it really did feel like Christmas morning):
Yes, that's right! I'm going to Ukraine to be a University English Teacher!!! I almost started to cry when I saw those words, I was so happy. I leave September 17th, 2010, which means I have a grand total of 21 days at home before I'm off on my next grand adventure. Wow, that's going to be fun!
I am absolutely ecstatic! This placement lets me work toward both of my possible future careers: my job position will give me experience if I decide to get my PhD and become a University professor, while living in the Ukraine means the possibility of learning Russian, a language that will really help me if I decide to join the State Department. It's perfect. I am So Unbelievably Happy!
However, I'm still going to read through everything before calling and accepting. Even though I am BEYOND happy, I want to be completely informed before making such a huge decision. This basically means that my productivity is shot for the day because will you look at all the stuff they sent me:
Going to take some time to get through that. I'll let you know what I learn!
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